right now she is at his house.
these things move quickly.
there is a twinge of illogical jealousy, but mostly i am squeakingly happy for her and i know she will share with me all the sordid details.
it was all,
k; 'i want sex, who can i harass? jordy?'
k; 'how can i phrase it without sounding desperate?'
a; 'how about 'hey, wanna come over tonight?''
k; 'perfect! sent it!'
k; 'omg omg omg omg, he said 'yes. where you at?''
paraphrased slightly. then we had a conversation about piercings. jordy has nostril/tragus. we wonder if he has any else. she is probably discovering right now. oh my! i am excited.
there is the understanding that should christopher and i break up, kaitlyn and i will share. we have shared boys before, namely, the disappointment that is brad trull (he was a disappointment to both of us, therefore we happily conclude the issue is with him and not with our sexiness).
christopher and i are going swimmingly.
i think i'm still in love with him, but i'm not mentioning that word until he does.
well, that is a lie.
it slipped out of me once,
in a conversation of the physical deformities we have ...
we both have rather large noses
and ribcage deformities
i have pectus excavatum (sunken sternum)
and he has almost the opposite, his ribcage pokes out a bit.
he was being insecure, and in a slip of the tongue i said
'i don't mind, i love you with your deformities.'
then i swallowed and said
'oh, i just said that word, didn't i.'
he teased me and said i had probably been blogging about whether or not to use the l word for ages.
this got my hackles up because well i hadn't
in fact i'd been wondering if it was worth it
but oh well.
and we all go nuts about this little blonde boy.
one and a half weeks and my boyfriend is gone.